Fellow Board members I wanted to share this life saving video with you, might save someone's life. As I watched this I couldn't help but think of Dr. Murray giving Michael CPR and wished he would have seen this.
With love, Jane
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thank you for posting this video. I learned something new, being out of my profession for a long time now. I worked in a children´s hospital.
Concerning Dr. Murray giving and/or not Michael CPR or the way he did it or not, I myself - and I can only speak for myself - am convinced that it was not intended to really give Michael any CPR. It was a show in this whole foul play to say later they tried, but Michael did not respond. So it was Michael and not they - again exploiting Michael for their selfish purpose. How can someone respond when it is too late?
I saw and experienced a lot as I was working in an intensive care unit for quite a long time. We did a lot of CPR and I know what is important. When I heard how the story was told, I thought - either this man is not a doctor or this death was intended. Not doing CPR correctly as a doctor and even being a cardiologist administering such medication without any device for CPR is either irresponsible or intended. If I administer such medics without any device around or maybe even any medics around needed for CPR I MUST at least stay with that person until he/she wakes up again. And I have to check vital functions periodically. This did not happen. The whole timeline, everything,each piece of information that was told about this last moments do not really fit to one another.
All the world knew from the very beginning that there was something wrong with Michael´s death.
It is not about to judge someone. Mr. Murray and all the others involved will have to take their responsibility either. It is just about my thoughts that came up learning from Michael´s death and all the cicumstances with the background knowledge of CPR.
With L.O.V.E Ute
Last Edited by on Aug 25, 2010 11:43 AM
Ute I understand and also know that the events of Michael's passing don't make sense. I was being a bit sarcastic with Murray seeing the video. Do you believe Michael was gone a long time before ambulance was called? I have heard that some believe he was moved to another room after he passed. Jane
I feel that Michael had lost or ´was´lost at least too much time after that it is no more possible to return into your body.
Three days after his death was announced I was working. Suddenly and totally unexpectedly I saw his face in front of mine and I became so sad feeling at the same time to try to get back into my body - BUT I simply did not succeed however hard I kept trying. This is the truth for me. I really felt it and it was not comfortable. There was still more but it is too sad to tell and maybe not helpful at the moment. I am convinced the truth will come out and - as Latoya said - I think we will be shocked.
Usually I do not wonder, when it happens (as mentioned above) because it happens to me from time to time when someone wants my help and is desperate, cannot find their way in the spirit world.
But it was so intense and so sad - up to that day I had never ever had such an experience.... .
Close to Michael´s death anniversary they showed a broadcast on TV - I do not remember the title - where they had put the facts together about the ongoings of Michael´s death. When they reported about the medication and drugs Mr. Murray or other doctors had administered him the weeks before, then he claimed reduced them to get Michael off this stuff and did that some days before his death, then finally administered on his death day this propofol - my ears heard much more louder than usual.
When I reduce drugs or even stop aministering them for some days and then administer them after this time of reduction or break it has an effect which is called "rebooster" as far as I remember. I will check this up again. This effect means that the administered drug then has a (much more) stronger effect on your body. And if Mr. Murray really had administered Michael 8x of the previous dose (before he reduced it?) together with the mix of all the other drugs - it is clear why happened what happened. Michael might have had a small chance to survive, but as it was intended differently he did not really have one.... . This is my experience.
Bonnie I hope it is okay to have posted it here. I think it is what all the people feel or know by their intuition. If it is not okay I will delete it.
Ute, Thank you for sharing your personal experience with Michael here. I am sure it was very emotional and difficult for you and a hard thing to see and feel. My heart goes out to you.
You are correct, we all know that Michael had a small chance for survival and the intention was that he wouldn't survive.
Sorry to bring this all up. Hopefully we will all learn the truth of what really happened to Michael. I will keep the positive thoughts flowing....
going through some process at the moment I do not post so much on the board. But I would like to answer you how I feel about it.
To me your question does not sound negative. I myself was thinking about that special year a lot and how everything might be or change. I could not find a final answer to this as I feel there is no final answer by now because humanity itself will decide too how the ascension will take place in the end and this by their free will. Recall please we are spirit and should become aware of our power of thoughts to impact or/and change things, events.
BUT WE SHOULD ONLY USE OUR POWER TO WORK FOR THE LIGHT AND NOT ABUSE IT, SO ONLY FOR THE BEST, THE HIGHEST GOOD FOR EACH BEING AND OUR MOTHER EARTH ONLY IN ACCORDANCE WITH GOD´S PLAN AND WILL!!
So I am convinced that the further development of humanity will have some impact on the final process.
My momentary conclusions are: I myself do not really bother about 2012. We are already quite deeply in the process of ascension and transformation - this is how I feel. Each of us is undergoing their own process for this - consciously or unconsciously, we are getting prepared. My own experience is that - as we have our free will and so usually decide ourselves - it is not necessarily the case that events are going to happen that heavy and hard and bad as it is foresaid in some prophecies or even from science or astronomie - please recall who sits everywhere, so "they" try to cause fear.
Just recall what the "prophecies" were from 1999 to 2ooo....... NOTHING of this happened.
I am sure that there will be a change and maybe we must go through some uncomfortable period of time but in the end everything will be recovering, growing and fine again. I am convinced this has its deeper reason. It is said that we take our experience with us but will forget about all that karmic lives we went through. And that life in the 4th dimension will be totally different than before in the 3rd. For me this is a wonderful outlook and so I do not really bother. I am convinced that the horror scenario shown in Hollywood films about the end of the old world will not occur that way. This is again a scenario used by the illuminati - recall the abuse of Hollywood to get their subliminal message = agenda out - to cause fear and they work with this to keep us little, dumb and like marionettes and most time incapable to act, not daring to decide ourselves or anything. I know some people who really have deep fears. I do not like it holding people under fear and pressure, holding them as mental prisoners. Each being has their right on a free and happy life!
I have deep trust into my guidance and Creator. I feel save somehow. Though when I get a sign to act, to prepare something somehow, I will do this. I worked a lot on my fears - and I am happy I got rid of them - so I AM BY NO MEANS SCARED ABOUT THIS. AND NOONE WILL SCARE ME EVER! Fear blocks us and so our intuition. Intuition can even be totally blocked by fears. This is my own experience and it was not a comfortable one though necessary to wake up and follow my innerst. I have my sane instinct to feel danger but I will not allow someone to scare me anymore for their selfish purpose or other reasons. I decide myself in my life. Excuse please my short trip concerning fear.
So I also do not fear death as there is none. I clarified this for me some time ago. Should I have to leave during that special time then it was meant to be. Should I stay this was meant to be.
Coming back to your question I want to say that it might help those who should stay and can be helped by this when needed.
I do not know if you can pull something from my experience and thoughts. Maybe this is absolutely not yours, Mike. Maybe you feel totally different about it.
One last sentence: for me 2012 - if really then - is only the end of living in the old world = 3rd dimension. Maybe I am wrong but also here - this is how I feel.
I wish you all the best Ute
To add: I do not want to hurt someone´s feelings about death or passing of a beloved person. This is not intended! I only wanted to say that as we are spirit in reality we do not need to fear death because there is no death in spirit.
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