I need someone to explain what has happened to me. The first thing that happened was when I worked as a dr. I had a dying woman on the ward (I only later found out she used to be a spiritualist medium) and I sensed she was in great spiritual turmoil. I wanted to help her, but in the UK you can get fired for even praying for a patient (if not at their request), so I closed the door on her side room and read some of the Bible to her in order to comfort her (even though she was not fully alert). That was on the Friday and on the Monday 3 nurses wanted to know what I was doing on the ward at weekend as I was not on duty at weekend. When I explained I was not there they became insistent, saying I walked onto the ward and stood by her bedside and then walked off the ward, ignoring them when they asked me what I was doing. I was with my boyfriend at home at the time who confirms I was at my house.
The next incident is when my gran was dying and I was only 6 and was not allowed to visit the hospital as mum thought it would upset me. I did not even know she was ill. A female dr walked into the room who was not one of my gran's treating drs. She went over to the chart at the end of the bed and looked at it and gran said "look who that is, it is Zarazog". The dr smiled and walked out and they never saw her again. Mum said I grew up to be physically identical to the dr.
The most recent incident was also the single most terrifying thing that has happened in my life. Last month I was drifting off to sleep at 9 pm and with my eyes shut saw this big skull (a bit like a pirate ship skull and cross bones) whizzing about. I told my husband at the time and said it may be a sign we are going to have a car crash. I was very worried about it. At approximately 11 pm I awoke in a state of sleep paralysis. I have only ever had one sleep paralysis before and that was years ago. I could hear loud noises downstairs that sounded like big animal scratching. My first logical thought was we were being burgled, even though they were not typical noises one would expect robbers to make. There was a red LED light to my right and I tried to turn to my husband on my left but for some reason I thought I was lying next to my sister, who I dislike and have not spoken to in 8 years. I was trying to reach her but could not move my arm, and was trying to speak. I could move my lips but no sound came out. All of a sudden I came to in my normal bedroom and the red led vanished. I told my husband about it and why I had no clue I thought he was my sister. Regretfully I had not spoken to my mum for a few months after a family dispute and had no idea she was ill. She had developed cancer and made the sad decision not to let me know, which I feel would have been encouraged by my dad and sister. I phoned my dad for the first time in months and he confirmed she died at the time of the incident. To the right of her was a tv with the standby light on and sister was asleep on sofa bed to left of her. I told him what I had experienced and the position her body was found in before he could give me any information, to rule out me just repeating what he said. He said he cannot understand it but he believes I am telling the truth. Can someone please explain what is going on? Spoke to spiritualist who said I am very psychic and have advanced skills but have always been quite rational and cynical about these things until now.