My name is Anna and I am new here. I came here for some answers. Three and a half years ago I started seeing a tiny blue light that flashes from time to time. When I see it, it only happens once and it occurs at variouse places in my sight range. Some days I will see it, other days I don't. It happens quickly, and only about one time during a day that this occurs. I started seeing this light three and a half years ago after suffering a nervouse break down following the death of my Grandpa Fred.
I'm worried that I may be developing some nurological desease.
I layed down next to my Grandpa two days before he died. He was surprisingly alert for having such an aggressive cancer, but he was skinny, and almost bed ridden. He was also crying alot. I wanted to take away his pain, so I layed next to him under the covers and tried to make him feel better by talking to him and telling him how much he was loved by us. I only wish I wouldn't have been so scared and have hugged him more.
I have emotionl issues, and it's hard for me to get close to people.
Any way, two weeks after that I was in a psychiatric unit.
Although I've recovered, I still see this tiny flash.
I would say it's a pretty flash. It's turqouise, and sometimes a light blue. When it comes it fades in and out quickly, it's not like the sharp flash of a camera.
Can anyone tell me what I might be seeing, and if you think I need a doctor, be honest.
This sounds like you may have some residual trauma, which is not uncommon in a situation such as yours. It would be best to seek out an opthomologist, tell him/her what you are experiencing, and see what they say. They will have to have your previous history to be of any use to you. You may be referred to another specialist, and it would be a good idea to do that if suggested. I do think what you are experiencing is not unusual given your history and it is likely manageable.
People should not always look for the worst case scenerio. I see stuff all the time. I'm a psychic for a living and I see black balls, white balls and guardian angels.I some times talk to dead people in spirit. I can't say I've particularly seen a blue ball, but I wouldn't be worried about it.It could be the ghost of your grandpa. People including myself will tell you to be proffessionaly checked to cover thier butt in case its a health condition. The balls I see usually are moving through the room in one side and out the other they don't usualy hang around ,and are about the size of a silver dollar. Some times I see lots of other stuff in peoples Aura's I won't go into here, but will someday be in my book ( if I ever finish writing it and I've only started.)Thier are all kinds of other stuff too not attached to people but we won't worry about that stuff here either.If it doesn't act like a problem why worry about it!